Ling.SorrowLove.

Mama Zhen Wei Da.

2011-02-18T12:24:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, keep went out shopping with frens. Continueous 3 days keep went orchard. Had a big walk at orchard. Went to " Hereen, Cini, Ion,Wisma and Taka". Wow, tiring days. Yet in the end, poor me, on the 3rd day night when i reach home, after awhile of resting, i feel my leg damn suan n pain. When i stand up and walk,suddenly i feel my leg de skin tighten up, i look down,wow.. omg..i saw my leg become damn swollen and turn into a pair of "pig legs". I feel so sad, tinking of last time tou wont like tat. Haiiz..now i preg, walk abit jiu feel tired, easy hungry, backache,growing rashes cos of homons changing, pigmentation on face, times of urines increase, legs swollen and most worst is i now growing fatter n fatter like a pig. Haiiz..Now i then understand being preg is so xin ku, understand why people say " mama zhen wei da le" but heard preg frens comment most worst nightmares is when bb born cos have to take care of them alot. Cries in mignight, changing diaper, feeding times or milk and alot more. But i will stay strong cos of my beloved bb son. Hope everything worth in the end. Tonight lei, went out for dinner with frens at marina, reached home around 11 plus, cos in my situation alot of places cannot go and things i cant do. Sobx.. is ok. When my bb is born, i look at him, i comfirm i sure i will feel everything i doing now is worth. Jia you to myself. :)

New Life With A New Born Son Soon.

2011-02-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for so damn long,between those months,alot of things happened. Cut short, i going to be a single-young mother soon. My life was totally sux for the first 3 month of my pregency,but everything turn fine and better now. I having a 5 month bby son in my stomach. He fine and healthy just tat his weight abit light onli 321g, should be 350g instead. Doc say bby have to be 650g will be the best on the next check up which is bby is 6mths old le.Hehex.. Nervous and excited everytime when appmt check up date reach, cos it the onli way i can see my son, sob.. 1 month onli can see him once. Haha. Today, i went out with lydia n evania, finally i cut my hair short. Remember the last time i cut my hair short is ard 8 yrs ago wor. Feel damn sad seeing my precious long hair being throw into the rubbish bin, cos i dote my hair more than my face. Feel like crying,just like i going in NS. Went ParkLane then Plaza Sing then jie ming hse to slack. Home Sweet Home.

Moments.

2010-09-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

Went 313 again with my potato cos he brought for me de 1 mth anni de present,the bracelet,i tink i'm too violent during my sleep tat i broke it. Dear dear feel sad after knowing this matter..sorry wor dear dear. So we went back to 313 de "Helen Ass.." to repair. After it repairing, me and potato went to 313 de " Hot Tomato cafe and grill" to had our dinner. After dinner, actually decided to go Cine to sing KBox but its was full so me and potato had no place to go le. But realize tat Kelvin n Esther are at Explanade,so we went down to look for them. Slack and chat for a while,we seperate le,acc potato to CGH cos he not feeling well. See he always so xin ku, keep coughing then jiu had the vomiting sound,see le jiu heart pain. Doctor say wat he kena Virus, had to go see specialist. So we had to come bk again on the appmt date. Hope dear dear will be fine. End.

1st Mth Anniversary With Potato.

2010-09-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so happy. Cos is me and my potato the 1st Month Anniversary. And also can counted is our first time just both of us go out and had fun. We went to Plaza Sing first to walk around and pay potato de M1 bill. After that we took a bus from there to 313 and Cine. We went shopping. And i brought a black pant for my Potato as a Anni present from "Recoil". Hope he will like it. He neh..brought me a white pig and a love bracelet. Hehex.. After tat, we went to "FISH" at 313 as our dinner. First time in my life, i saw such a good service and most pai sei de thing is the staff there help us celebrate our anni too.. they ask for our name and then we knw thr will be smthing going to happen. Scary. After me and my potato finish our food awhile ltr,they close few lights, bring us balloons and ice-cream. Wow..the feeling like..i onli tink about 1 thing,can i just ran away from this restaurant or find a hole and hide my head. Haha.. but reali thank them alot.. Couple Frens can bring your partner to thr. After dinner, we went Cine to watch " I Love You Too". Its a not bad love comedy. I give 6/10 ba. Home Sweet Home after movie. Here again thank alot dear dear for giving me such a happy anniversary. Hope in the future there will be alot of Annissss. Hehex..Selfish Me. Nite. End.

Happy Being With Him.

2010-08-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for quite of time. I keep going out with Linken,Esther and Kelvin. We 4 spent alot of times together, had alot of happy times. And i finally decided to be with Linken. We are together on the 20 Aug 2010. Feel happy being with him. Finally found a guy tat i like le. Althought my bf is just 20yrs old but to me,he is a mature and undertsanding bf. Dear dote,care,concern me alot. Treat me like his little princess. But there a wall between us tat make us nt happy.. Haiiz.. I dunno wat to do so tat i can break the wall away,i just kwn i just dun wish to hurt anyone cos i can put myself in their shoes and feel the pain and hurts. So i just dun wish to hurt anyone. Seeing them so sad and hurtsi feel double hurt for them. How wish god can led me the way. But now at the moment,i just wish to cherish every moment with my dear. Hope he feel happy being with me too.Hope the time stop now. Muackz.My lovely potato.

Happy Days.

2010-08-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for a while. Past few days, i make new frens. They are Linken & Kelvin. Esther's frens. For the past few days, we 4 keep spenting time together. I feel so happy to know them especially linken. Can say a good guy like him alrdy exisnt to me le. He treat me so good until i cant imagine. Treat me like his princess. Auto help me carry bag, remind me to bring jacket everytime before i left my hse when we decide to watch movie and more. He like my mind, he know wat i tinking and he know wat i wan to do. When i have a mind set of smoking, drink green tea or do wanted to do other things, yet i onli tinking when i decide to do, he alrdy do it for me le. Feel spooky sometime but i feel so happy. We went out together for the past few days, watched movie,kbox,arcade,mahjong,linken help me on my assignment and club. I reali feel very happy for the past few days that how wish i can stop the time. But i feel sad n confused. About hao neh..he few days never call me..the last call i receive is during my sleep, i totally cant remember wat i told him at all. Did i say something wrong or is he so busy?? I force myself to remember but just cant remember anything abt tat call. Hope can receive his call soon. End.

Angry.

2010-07-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

Today wake up in the morning. Go in malaysia with xin and pa. So suay! Pa's car de window spoil and malaysia is raining. No choice have to sent it to car service. While waiting for pa car to repair,pa went to meet his frens,me and xin went to salon make our hair. I will be doing reborn,xin will be doing treatment actually i wanted to ask the guy tat help xin reborn weeks ago to help me do de but a gal alrdy planning to do for me le so i dun wan hurts her feeling so let her try ba.Yet wat i get is not the result tat i wan. Got reborn like no reborn and she tang dao my head few times wor. Most suay is i reach hm i then found out that lower left corner of my hair kena burn wor.Angry.Rch singapore ard 7plus,me and xin wen to east point buy KFC as our dinner and decided to pack hm eat. Finally rch hm le is alrdy 8 plus le, eat while watching shw,cynthia cming to find me, but we have no plans yet a fren of mine named ken jio us out for a drink with his frens so we tag along. Know a few new frens again. Rch home ard 7 am. Bed time. Nite.End.

2 hr Chat.

2010-07-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

Today again the same thing. Wake up early in the morning and went to skoo. Reach home do the same thing again. Download show to watch while online. Meet Esther Laogong and her frens for dinner but her frens will join us later so me and esther meet first. We walkTampine 1 the smoking area there and slack. Smoke and chat. Like 2 old aunty keep chatting non-stop. Time passed faster. Unnoticed,alrdy passed 2 hrs le.We went shop awhile,esther fren rched le. Sorry forgot their named le. We went to had KFC as our dinner, after dinner, we went TMall de acrade to played awhile. We all went home. Home Sweet Home. Reached hm ard 11pm. End.

Sore Throat. Kbox.Movie.Damn Broke Nw.

2010-07-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today again wake up early for skool. Feel terrible cos of my sore throat tat it alrdy hurts for few days le still haven recovered. Hope it recover soon.End skool,went Kbox at Cini with classmates Gary and Resel by taking bus 111.I just realize bus 111 is so good tat its passed thru alot of town places like Orchard, Plaza Sing, Marina Square and more.Rch Cini Kbox ard 2pm. Keep singing non-stop. We did make ourselves more active by singing songs tat did played in Club. Singing section end ard 5pm. They went home. Meeting syl for dinner and movie. While waiting for him, i went to buy movie tickets first and then i went Taka to look for Camelia cos she working thr. Syl come find me at Taka, after chatting with Camelia awhile, me and syl went for dinner at Taka Food Court. Camelia join us for dinner after tat. After dinner, camelia went bk to work, me and syl rush to catch our movie "The Sorcerer Appetence". Its a nice movie tat is better than Ong Bak. Frens uu all shld go watch. Movie end around 10.30pm. Chat and smk with syl at 313 enterance before going home. Unlucky me!!! I kena bird shit. Omg! Its my 6th times le. Haiiz.. Thinking anyone kena bird shit as much as me ma?? Rch home around 12am. During on the way home in the train,i suddenly miss hao alot.Haiiz.. Hao can uu faster cm bk ma..Hope time pass fasted. Tml still got skool in the early morning. Got to slp earlier. Nite. End.

Tampine Again.

2010-07-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today same again went skool early in the morning. After skool, went home. Night, meet mei,long,syl n jacky at Tampine again. We had dinner tgt at Century Square de Malay FoodCourt. After dinner, we brght movie tickets. We will be watching "Ong Bak". While waiting for the movie time to reach, we went window shopping around. We are weird that we went to toys store. Found "Stitich". So cute!!! so me and syl took photos of it. And we having alot of funs in toys store. We also went "BGH". Weird is we went up seeing pillows and babies clothing. Playing around with those babies clothes. Jacky say to long: qin giving uu hint that she wan babies. Hahax..but of cos just joking around. Finally the movie time rch. Movie time. End around 11pm. Hmm...not bad the movie. All went seperate home. End. Nite.

Tampine.

2010-07-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today wake up early in the morning. Went skool. Rch home around 12plus. Dwnload show to watch. Meet lydia 2 30 at simei platform. i accompany her to Tampine 1 to buy thing tat she brght it for chee hoe. So loving. How wish i also got. After finish buying her thing, we went SaSa. Sian i brght a product for my eyes. Kena syco by the sales gal. Its cost $64 after discount. Lent $40 from lydia.Sob..Damn broke now. After tat we walk around ,slack in century square de 2nd floor toilet. Cos the toilet is especially design for gals tat it have make up desks and sofa too. Feeling so sleepy cos i slept onli 3 hrs plus and plus cos of i feeling damn sad. Why i sad neh??i dun wish to say it out. Lydia meeting chee hoe. So we both seperate around 7pm ba. I meeting Jeremy at City hall. We had Kfc as our dinner n we watch a movie. " Inception". Hmm..i will give 5/10 ba. After movie, we went east coast slack. Around 4am, we went home. Home Sweet home. End.

The Blood Pledge

2010-07-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today i nv go skool cos of overslept. Stay at home watch show. Around 5.30pm start to prepare le. Meeting Camelia,Jonathan and zhengwei at Cathay. We will be watching "The Blood Pledge". I feel so scare tat i sound out n hit jonathan on his shoulder so paisei. We also order Hotdog to eat as our dinner in the movie. I scared until i used the hotdog box to cover my face. Reali so Paisei in front of guys. Camelia also scared until she use her drawl to cover her face. So cute and funny. Haha. After movie, we went to Taiwanese pub and then changed to a Pub name "Mango". Drink quite alot feel abit giddy but i didnt get drunk. After tat, Jeremy come fetch me home. Home Sweet Home. Hao a few days never called me le. Start to missed him again. Hope will receive his call soon. End.

Far East. ION

2010-07-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

Today i overslept but still intend to go skool. My classmate gary say he dun mind waiting for me then we take the same train to skool. But in the end, we didnt go skool.Lol. Gary suggested go Town area slack. Haha.Like its was 9plus am in the early morning. We decided go to Cini. We slack outside 7-eleven,chat n smoke for nearly 2hrs. Around 11am, we went cini arcade to played. After tat, we went K-box. Sing while having lunch thr too. K-lunch. Maybe is cos long time nv sing K le or cos i use my voice too much, until just sang for 3 hrs, my voice changed. After K-box, gary went off,jeremy come fetch me to Far East. I meeting Camelia at FarEast for shopping. After Far East, we went to ION too. Cos of angry with jeremy.i didnt notice tat Ion thr got rd tat is unstable i sprank my ankle abit. Hurts. Around 10pm, we both went home.Home Sweet Home.Today spent alot of money. Still own camelia $20.Broke le.Sob. End.

PH Again. Happy Birthday Jeremy.

2010-07-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 4pm. Cos ytd slack with syl,jacky n kit till morning then sleep. Stay at home watch shw until 7.30pm, acc mum to eat dinner at Sakae Sushi. Rch hm 8.30pm,start to bath n prepared. Going to Power house later cos is Jeremy's 20th Birthday.Here wish Jeremy. Happy 20th Birthday.

New Stitich Baibai.

2010-07-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

Today wake up in the morning,feel so tired cos i onli sleep less than 4 hrs. Went to skool feel so sad cos i alone. I dun have frens at all. My old classmates frens all finish their courses le. Joining the new class as a loner. End class le. Sob..Raining damn heavily. No choice have to lin yu go home cos i meeting minyi. But on the way in the train,minyi msg me say she maybe not coming or decide to change the timing to evening cos due to the weather. In the end our conclusion is she will be coming to my hse to find me. Reach hm around 1pm. Feel tired. I had a nap. Minyi wake me up by calling me. Yi Shou Jiao Qian,Yi shou Jiao Huo. I cant get back to slp le. Watch show and had my light dinner. Meet Syl and Jacky at Simei Mrt Platform. We heading to City Hall. Had our dinner at "Xin Wang Cafe". After dinner, syl n jacky wan to go "PrizeStage" see whether got things to catch anot. They so power wor. We caught 4 Stitich in the end until the promoter say hit quartile le cannot catch this machine le.LOL. Jacky give me one of his stitich. I feel damn happy cos i like the white stitich alot wor. Thank alot Jacky. I named it Baibai. I feel so sad in my heart tat i act and smile in front of my frens just wish them to be more happy. But this time, i at least once smile out truely instead of acting. After tat, we meeting Kit under my blk to slack. Hao call me.. I dunno wat to say to him.Haiiz.. feel sad again in the end. 7AM, HOME. End.

Frens Gathering. PH.

2010-07-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Today will be a good day cos i will be meeting frens tat i nv see them for a period of time le. Meet qin,esther,long,jacky,syl n joey for dinner at Tampine. Imagine hw long we alrdy nv meet up in 1 perfect group le. Of cos lack of lydia. We all had our dinner at Tmall Food Court. After dinner, we went to acrade and had fun.Around 9.10pm, me n syl left them cos we meeting fiona and her frens at PH. i cant ever remember when is the last time i meet Fiona le. I tink reali long time ago le. Make 3 new frens. Yenny,Camerlia n Kai long eddie. Feel happy that my frens connection growing more n more bigger le. Hao alrdy few days call me le. Wondering wat he doing nw? How is he? Did he miss me too??Haiiz. I miss him. Hope can receive his call asap. Nite. End.

Eclipse. Twilight.

2010-07-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 1 pm cos of kk.He called me and told me tat hao wan me to online. So i wake up and msn with him. Finally can webcam with him le. Reali did grow abit fatter.Haha. Hao told me a bad news. Tomolo onwards he going on a 24 days mission tat he hardly can contact me le. I know it earlier le cos he did told me before. Haiiz. Poor him. Meeting minyi and her bf willy at vivo at around 4.15pm. I accompany them to had their dinner n went smoking while waiting for Jia Sheng to reach city hall. Cos finally get watched the movie tat i waiting for quite long le. Is the Twilight part 3. Yeah! Around 5.40pm, we left vivo serperate way. Willy n minyi will be going over to Marina Square by his bike. Me lei..poor me have to ownself tk train over. Actually meeting Jia Sheng at city hall mrt yet he late so he drive car over. Poor me again have to alone walk from City Link to Marina Square. We watched 6.40pm de eclipse. And it is a 2hrs 20min movie. Nearly 9pm then end. Its a nice movie. Went to have supper. Reach home at 11.50pm. Meet lydia n cyn to slack ltr.Hao hao jia you wor i kwn tat the 24 days mission sure very xin ku for uu but all i can say is Jia You. Nite. End.

S'pore Flyer.

2010-07-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today wake up 12pm in the afternoon. Meet kk,von n yang 1.10pm at Tampine. I dunno today is wat special day tat TM flood with quite alot of ppl. Due to this reason,in the end we never watch movie le. Went to "Fish" to had our lunch. After lunch, shop around for awhile and then took train head to CityHall cos we going to seat the s'pore flyer. While walking from city hall to S'pore flyer, receive hao call. Due to the bad reception from his thr, we just chat for a few min. He say he will try calling me again. We 4 neh, took alot of photos and enjoy watching the view in s'pore. After flyer, we went Marina Square to walk around and they had their dinner and me i dun have wei kou so i didnt had my dinner. After they finishing eat, we shop around and then went home. I reached hm around 10pm.Nv receive hao call le.Sob.Is ok. Wait for tomolo ba. Use com to continue watch my shw. Nite. End.

Sushi Tei.

2010-07-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today wake up around 5 plus in the evening by hao's call. Chat with him while laying on the bad. After he hand up the call,i brush my teeth n had my late lunch while watching a shw. Receive hao call again,he told me tat he and his frens at Hawaii de bustop waiting for bus and they alrdy wait for nearly 3 hrs le but the bus still haven come.Hahax..poor them. He hand up again say he will call me back ltr around 20 min,me neh will use the 20 min to wait and prepare. Finish prepare still never receive any call from him. Went dinner with my pa,mei and zhen at TM 1 de Sushi Tei. Eat,chat and take photos.Is a great dinner tonight. After our dinner,we went Cold Storage to buy things tat we need to use like Shampoo and more.Reach hm at at 10.20pm. No call from hao. Sobx.. is ok he shld be having fun with his frens ba.Hahax.. Hope he did enjoyed. I will be using com to watch shw dunno until wat time. Tomolo meeting von,yang n kk for a movie and we going seat Singapore flyer too. Feel excited for it.Nite.END.

Double O.

2010-07-04T05:05:00.001+08:00

Today wake up at 1plus near 2pm. Went to bedok inter to make nails with qin. Syl come find us when we do finish our nails. We went east point to have our dinner.After dinner,we went to a block near east point to slack.Around 8 plus pm, Jacky join along. Receive hao call during slacking,feel so happy and suprise cos its alrdy very late at Hawaii le,why hao still haven sleep,in the end hao told me tat he doing duty tonight. Poor him. After tat qin n syl went to meet long n book seats at Simei Kopitiam to watch soccer. Me and jacky went to "Double O".Is my first time went Double O. Chat with hao along the way to Double O in cab. Have a nice chat with him and i miss him alot. Reached double o, hao asked me go enjoy and he hanged up. I make alot of new frens there. Surprise tat Sui Feng called me, poor her tua by her fren so she come find me. We all had alot of funs there tgt.But i still like St James more cos the songs there is all i like de but Double O do have too but quite less. But Double O is nt as squeeze as St james and its toilet is beautiful and nice. And its queue also nt so long. Reach home ard 4.50 am. I miss hao alot.Sob..Dunno he gt get enough sleep ma cos he told me he ytd onli slp 2 hrs onli. Poor him.Haiiz.Hope he can get enough sleep. I also prepare go sleep le.Nite.Sweet dream.End.

TM.Slack.

2010-07-03T04:14:00.000+08:00

Today wake up around 12 plus. Actually meeting minyi 3pm at Tm,cos she need to pass me n jacky our contact lens tat we order ard 3 week ago but due to the weather we change it to 7pm at TM.Jacky along too. Use com watch show n chat with hao in msn.Feel so happy tat can chat with hao in msn today again althought nv receive call from him,cannot hear his lovely voice but i alrdy feel happy le.Cos better than nth. Around 6pm, start to prepare to meet minyi n jacky at TM. We had our dinner at TM 1 de food court. After tat, shop ahwile and went to starbuck to slack. Around 9 plus, minyi went home. Me n jacky went to my hse downstair to slack while waiting qin,long,lydia and chee hoe to join along. We all chat n have some quiz to tink n have fun. Around 2 plus am, qin n long went home cos long tml still got something on. The rest of us continue slacking. Reach hm ard 4am. Watch show while having my mac breadfast cos i feel damn hungry. After finish eating rest awhile jiu is the time to be pig le.Nite.End.

Happy Ending.

2010-07-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at ard 1pm in the afternoon thank to my mei. Stay at home the whole afternoon and evening. Watch shw and msn with hao. Feel so happy that finally me and hao nv quarrel and end our msn chat with a happy ending.Again watch shw while having dinner. Hao went to slp cos in hawaii is alrdy 12plus am in the midnight while singapore timing is just 6pm in the evening i now then kwn hawaii thr slow us singapore by nearly a day. So hao thr just reach wed midnight going to thur while since is alrdy thur in the evening le. Reali feel so sad tat me and hao having cold war for a few days. Finally the cold war end le. Hehex. Around 9lus, meet cynthia to slack. Meet my new frens tat i kwn to have supper at 201 with cynthia. But after supper, they went home le cos they tml still have something on. My new frens they are guys and they are quite a good frens tat they keep wan to treat us but we rejected and pay ourselves.They sent us back to simei and they went home. Me and cyn continue slacking n chatting. Unttil 3 plus i went home. Use com watch shw awhile.Around 5 plus.Pig Pig bed time.I miss hao alot. Will be waiting for his call again.Nite. End.

Exam.Club.

2010-07-01T03:35:00.000+08:00

Today i wake up ard 11 plus am. Meetin minyi 2.30pm at skool. We having OB exam ltr at 3.45pm. After exam, we went home. I went home change and meet qin,long and syl at TM for dinner. After dinner,we went to play arcade. After arcade, long and qin went home. I acc syl back to his guardian hse to bath n change cos we meeting joanna and her frens to club. We have a few times can go club tgt but dun have the chance finally we went club tgt. We make a group pf new frens. Have alot of fun. Reach hm ard 4 plus. Use com till ard 6am went to bed.I miss hao alot. He never called me for nearly 2 days feel so sad. Hope he will call me soon.Nite.End.

Heartbroken.

2010-06-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today wake up in the evening by hao call. Miss him so much but in the end i cry cos of his words. He asked me to msn with him i say sure but i going out later so i 5 plus 6 have to leave le. I from 4.30 waited until 5.40 he then online. Heng! i go prepare first or else cant even have the time to msn him le. But in the end, i waited for so long, wat i get is heartbroken n tears. I dun wish to say much. Just can say he say he trust me but his words n action prove to me tat he didnt reali trust me alot. We quarrel in the end. He say he dun wan to care me anymore. Feel so hurt.Haiiz..Sob.. leave hse with tears flowing out off my eyes. Meet esther,qin,long,syl and jacky at TM for dinner and a movie. We watch the " Sex In The City 2". Omg! Is a 2 hr 30min movie. Damn long. After movie, Home Sweet Home. Reach hm around 11.50pm. Miss hao alot althought we did quarrel. Insominia cos of him these few days. Haiiz. Tml i having my OB exam, hope b4 i go into the examination hall will receive hao de Good Luck call but he still angry so i didnt put so much hope in it. Will be studying ltr till 4 plus 5 am then sleep ba. Sorry cos of late for the movie so no photos takens. IMU. End.

Sad.

2010-06-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 11.45 am. Start prepare to skool at 1.30pm. Reach skool ard 3.40pm. Heng!!! Nv late cos i feel so nervous n tot i will be late for exam. Receive hao call on the way to skool but he like so busy. Hand up very fast. Also dunno he gt wish me good luck anot. End skool ard 5.10pm, meeting minyi 6pm at Doubht Ghuat. Yet in the end cancel, at that time hao call again, i told him abt meeting minyi yet cancel mostly going home ba.And i told him about i went Qiang hse to study, can feel he nt happy abt it. I feel so sad n abit angry about wat he comment in his FB yet make me say a sentence to him. "You also not my bf". Cos of i'm in the tunnel. There no receptions and he hand up. He never call back le. I know i hurt him feel so sad i wanted to say sorry to him and wan to tell him tat i meeting minyi again, we going orchard but he nevr call bk le. Sob. Feel happy shopping with minyi. I brght 1 pair of shoes n 2 dresses. Broke nw. Qin call me during my shopping with minyi, she told me tat hao online. I feel so sad. Thinking is he waiting for me to online or he msn with other ppl. Sobx..Reach hm ard 9.45pm, on my com, hope hao still online but he didnt. Meeting kk, lydia n chee hoe to slack ltr. I reali feel so lonely and sad.Receive 1 more bad news. Minyi told me tat she going to Canada at August for ard 9mths. I feel damn sad. 1 more person leaving me again. Why? Why god keep make ppl tat closed to me to leave..Haiiz...Going back to my lonely life again. I reali feel damn sad and no one could understand.Later meeting kk,lydia,chee hoe and cyn to slack.We went simei kopitiam to eat,chat and watch soccer. Brazil VS Chille. Score 3:0. 4.45am reach hm.Nite.End.

Malaysia.St James Power House.

2010-06-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

Onli sleep for 2 hrs as i cant sleep for a few days. Wake up at 9.45am to prepare. Me and xin meet pa ard 10.45am under our blk. Went in malaysia straight. Have our lunch opposite the salon. After lunch, we 3 went to do our hair. Me is hair treatment n nails. Xin is reborning and pa is dye hair. But in the 3 of us, i'm the earliest to do finish de. Fall sleep while doing my nails. When i wake up i feel like i sleep for hrs le, wow, xin also haven do finish yet when the time is alrdy 4 plus in the afternoon le, cos we start do is ard 12 plus wor. Xin reborn hair took for 5 hrs wor. Cos we left at 5pm. Sob. When reach singapore. I just realize hao did call me but i was in malaysia. Sob hope he will call me again. Meet mum for dinner. Syl join along last min. After dinner, syl acc me to go home, as he wait for me dwnstair. I went up to change. Meet Jacky,qin n long at Kopitiam, when we both saw my pa also with them. We all 6 seat dwn to drink n watch soccer. Omg. Alot ppl crowed ard the kopitiam just to see soccer wor. We decided to leave around 10.10 but we all tinking sure got alot ppl see us n wan to snatch our table n seats de. Hahax. So we tgt count 1 2 3 we all stand up. In the end, a group of Indian guys had our seats. Qin,long and pa they went home. The rest of us 3 going to meet min yi at Clark Quay cos we going clubbing. On the way in the train, minyi wan to change location. Actually wan to go "Rebel" but in the end we went " St James". Have fun thr. Syl,jacky n me we left first around 3pm, as minyi bf had just come n join so they both decided to stay longer. We 3 went my blk dwnstair to slack. Jacky leave around 4plus. As syl, the same lox, have to acc him until 6. Haiiz. 6am went home finally, bath n sleep at 7am. Sobx...nv receive hao call at all as i waited since after i missed his call in the afternoon. Wat to do, just hope he will call tml. Nite. End.

$$$.

2010-06-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 2pm in the afternoon. Prepare and meeting kk,adrian n yang at Tampine.We all went shopping, accompany kk go cut hair. Cos of Singapore now all clothing shops having discount. We all spent $$$ on clothes. Sob. I brought 2 new tops at "Mango". Total cost me $31. Sob. Now broke le lox.In the end, decided not to go to Syl's Grandpa Funeral, reach home ard 10plus. Around 7.30pm, receive hao call, feel happy cos miss him alot. I told him, everytime when i go, i look up the sky, i will think of you, cos no matter hw far uu are, hw long the distance bwt both of us, we will still looking at the same sky. Hehex.. So everytime when i look up the sky, i will think of hao. But i did receive his call again at 11.30pm, chat with him for a few mins, he jiu hand up le.Now using com continue watch my " Fai Yi Sian Feng 2".In the end, meet Lydia n Chee hoe to slack. Not sure wat time then slp. 11 more times of mon,hao jiu cming back le.Nite. End.

Missing You.

2010-06-20T03:56:00.000+08:00

St James Power House

2010-06-19T04:17:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 1 plus in the afternoon. Stay at home watch show until 7 plus pm. Not going to work today. 7:45pm start to prepare. Meeting Minyi 9:45pm at Harbourfont Mrt. But she will be late, so i alone went Vivo window shopping while waiting for her. 10pm she then reached, we went straight away to St James to a chop of their logo on our hand cos b4 11pm go in, enterance will be free. After getting the logo, we meet syl at Harbourfont center Mac, we had our dunno is dinner or supper. After eating, we went back to St james. In the end, didnt reali have fun, cos minyi not feeling well. Poor her. Plus dunno why nw St James de songs like not nice as lastime le. So pong Qiao, we met Stanwin, chat for a few times.Received hao call, feel so happy even thought is a few min. Miss him so much. Haiiz. Around 3:30am we all went home. Reached home with syl, as the same old thing syl cant go hm once he out until 6am then can go home. We both use com until 6plus am. He went home. Me lei. Piggy bed time.Miss hao pigpig everyday. Will wait for his call everyday. Hope he will call me tml again. Hehex. Nite. Ooioi. End.

Plush : )

2010-06-18T04:01:00.000+08:00

Today the same old thing, went skool in the morning, end skool jiu went home and continue watch my "Fai Yi Sian Feng" until 5 plus start to prepare for work. End work at 10pm. Went to Boat Quay 1 of the pub named "Plush" and drink with collagues. Before went to "Plush", we went to Golden Cafe to eat first, just finish order, received hao call, feel so happy actually i did receive his call once in the morning at skool, i feel so happy, didnt except he still can call me again but he did. I told him i will go pub with collagues in the morning, so i tink hao worry about me that why he called me again. Feel so happy tat my hao pig pig still care about me, i feel happy of cos but plus abit sad cos i dun wan hao to worry. I told him tat i will be fine n promised him i wont drink much. He hanged up after a few mins chat. Feel abit bored at the pub with my collagues,like 5 guys i the onli gal. Then 3 guys played dice, another 2 chat among themselves like i feel so extra also dunno they all called me go for wat. But thank alot tat they asked me along. Reached home ard 3plus if nt wrong. Tired. Nite sweet dream. Miss hao pig pig alot. Thank alot tat he still care n worry for me. Mean in his heart still have me. Hehex. End.

Happy Day.

2010-06-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

Today i nv go skool cos ytd slack with kk under my blk until 4am as we forgot abt the timing n plus my stomach pain again. Hao in the morning called me,chat with him while my eyes are close cos reali feel damn tired. But awhile ltr he handed up le cos he nw starting his journey frm USA to Hayawaii le. So after this call, he cannot call until tml. Sob. Kk called me 11 50am, to ask me wake up and go prepare now,i tired until i actually wake up late i also dunno plus the worst is timing i also see wrong. Meet kk,von and yang at TM. We had lunch tgt. And catch "The Kung Fu Kid" movie at 3 10pm. Is a 2 hr plus movie so it end around at 5 45pm. After the movie, adrain join along. We went shopping n had our dinner at "Tim Gary". After dinner, again went shop,shop,shop. Feel so happy today going out with them. Reach hm ard 10pm. I feel abit sad cos i miss hao alot. Happy is today is the 2nd time i meet kk cos i just need to meet kk 13 to 14 times of his off day as in every mon. Mean ard 14 times de mon, Hao jiu cm bk le.Hope time pass faster.Nxt mon, meeting kk they all again, i tink with them, i feel time pass more faster.Yupp.Tml have to wake up early to go to skool plus have interview at the late evening. I prepare to slp le. miss hao alot.nite.

HeartBreaker.

2010-06-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today same thing again. Wake up in the afternoon. Watch show till evening. Meeting qin,esther,long and wei hao at Bugis. We will be having dinner tgt. After having dinner at "Pastamania". We went walking around. My mei brought me a cute little pig tat i like alot from a shop (forgot its name) whr von is working. Mei also brought herself a piglet bracelet. Thank alot mei. Around 9, long and qin went home. Esther accompany me to go out with eric and weihao to sing,althought she have work tomolo. But in the end, cos of this matter i feel damn sad.But i dun wish to say out. I onli can say no1 could understand my feeling unless they also same like me their love 1 left them for a period of times then maybe they understand ba. Haiiz. Cry when reach hm.Going to be goldfish tml le.Miss hao alot. Hao can uu pls faster come back but i kwn is impossible.Hope he fine at other country. Dunno got eat and drink more ma.Enough slp ma.Worry and miss him.But i did receive 1 call frm him in the afternoon. Feel so happy le but in then cos of the matter in the night.Haiiz.Sobx. End.

Rot.

2010-06-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

Today wake up ard 12pm. Prepare and wait for pa to come fetch me and xin. Pa bring me go to a Woman clinic to do checkup. After my urine test,the female doctor wan my pa sent me to doctor immediately now. Reach CGH, i kena 1 injection, 2 urine test, 1time x-ray and 1 time ultra-scan,spent ard 4 hrs plus in the hospital. Regarding to doctor say, my meimei is "niao dao fa yan" but my stomach lei, why i pain for a week?? They still cant fine the comfirm reason. Either maybe "niao dao fa yan" cos 2 mths ago when i hv this pro i shld go see doctor yet i didnt so it fan yan maybe spread until my kidney le or is my stomach have stones. Haiiz. In the end, they give me some dunno wat medicine, and wan me to come back on the 15th July to do specialist dunno wat the. After leave hospital, i had my dinner wiith pa. After dinner, meet syl and slack at my hse. Around 10plus, me and syl went to Joanna's Bf chalet. Is his 21th yr old birthday. Stay there until 1plus jiu come hm le. Reach hm ard 2 ba.Feel sad cos again nv receive any call from hao today but is ok he sure will contact me back de.Miss uu alot hao pig pig lao gong. End of day.

Pain. 93 Days to go.

2010-06-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

Since after hao left, my stomach start to pain. I dirreao for few times but today is the 6th day my stomach still keep hurting non-stop. 4th and 5th night, i cant sleep due to the pain of my stomach. I told hao about my stomach pro. But he onli say go see doctor. I told him abt my stomach pro on the 1st and 2nd day he leave for sailing, he onli know hw to say go see doctor. 3rd day onwards i tink maybe he busy or wat he totally forgot abt it. Never ask how your stomach all tat. I dun wan let hao worry and of cos thr nth he reali can do to help me so in the end i nv tell him tat actually my stomach its still painful.Tomolo my pa going to bring me to CGH to see doctor, hope everything will be fine.Today nv go skool cos of my stomach, wake up ard 12pm in the afternoon, rot at home dwnload show to watch. In the end, meet syl n esther for diinner at TM. After dinner, we went window shopping and slack under a blk. Esther wan to leave earlier cos she hv to work tml. So ard 9pm, we all went home. I feel so bored, so i called lydia,she with her bf, they mostly coming to find me slack under my blk. Miss hao so much.. waiting for his call everyday. But now alrdy 10pm le, he still haven call and no comfirm tat he will call but i forever a person tat will carry a hope for smt. So no matter wat i still will wait.In the end, i reali nv receive any call frm him.sobx. Hope time pass fast. 93 days more hao jiu cm bk le. Miss him so much. Hope he gt tc himself on ship ba. End of today. Nite.

Independant Day Start.

2010-06-03T17:32:00.000+08:00

Today early morning, tears coming out off my eyes. Hao finally leave me. Time pass so fast that i even cant imagine. Without him for 4 mths, i dunno wat to do??wat will happen?? Following the time passby, i sure both of us will change. Good or Bad?? I dunno. Its the time i need to learn to be independant without him by my side. I reali i'm so spoiled by hao. Dote n love by him in his warm hug. Now without him, i tink i will suffer. Now then realize why hao always ask me to be independant le. Haiiz. But i hope with frens company me,time will pass faster n happier.No matter wat, my life still need to continue. Live happily or sad? Of cos happily. I will miss uu alot de hao. I know hao will be going for ard 99 days. Actually i wan to count dwn but i feel counting down time will pass slower as my frens agree too. So i decided not to count. After doing some assignment with min yi, as she feel not well, we decide to end early. Rot at home n watch show until 6pm. Meeting esther,lydia,syl n jacky for dinner at Tm. Gtg. End.

Counting Down..

2010-06-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Skool.. Home..Meeting Lydia..Going TM to collect my new "Pazzion" Sandal tat hao brght for me. Feel sad cos hao leaving this thur.. he going for a nearly 4mths journey nv come bk at all. Counting down. Mid of Sep then be back. Hope time pass slow nw yet pass fast after thur.During the 4 mths, both of us mostly will change following the time ba. Due to enviroment,works,skool n frens. More n more ppl leaving my life. Maybe its time for me to learn to be independant le.Sob.End.

Dont Go Away. Skool..Skool..Skool.. Insominia.

2010-05-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

Everyday Skool..Skool..Skool..Bored. Since last sun,after i slept for 6 hrs, i dunno wat happen to me. I having Insominia since after last sun de 6hrs. Cant sleep at all. Everynight, just to try to close my eyes to rest. I did ton just a night but my sleeping hrs didnt change but just dunno why. I dun feel sleepy at all. Left ears keep having jam de feeling plus some echo in it. Something shld be wrong with me. My Laogong Esther ask me go see doctor. Nahh!! i dun wish to waste $$$. Feeling sad n lonely in my brokenheart. More people leaving out off my life and went far apart from me. I no choice just to face it even i dun wan too. How wish they can don't leave me but there nth i can do and i sure they have their own reasons. ( R/s, Personal, works etc). As long as they happy jiu hao le. Haiiz.. Here wish everybody tomolo "Happy Vesak Day". End.

Navy Open House.

2010-05-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

Today hao brought me, Yangqi, Von and Pi Qi to the "Navy Open House". Waolao... the weather was damn damn hot. I can say i grow up until so big i first time hot until i going to mad le. I swet (dunno hw to spell) until like i just come out from a shower wor. I saw alot of beautiful big ships, surmarines, guns, and alot of facilities and equipments tat navy guys used. The most poor things is i wear a top n short i hot like siao le cant imagine those navy guys need to wear uniform and other uniforms tat almost wrap all of their body. Haiiz Poor them. After everything, we all went to hao hse. 3 little gals sure very tired, so fast fall aslp in the car. Haha. Around evening, yang,von n qi, they all leave for steamboat. Me n hao not joining we going to club, but in the end we didnt go in the end cos no gals pei me. Sob. In the end, meet adrain, we all drink at hao hse. End.

Happy Birthday MinYi.

2010-05-20T13:42:00.000+08:00

Today i going bugis with Esther. I ask my new classmate Minyi to join us along anyway she stay at home nothing to do and is her birthday today hw can stay at home.Waolao.. so in the end she join us..We shop shop shop until my leg feel so suan. After a while, jacky join us. Hao n Syl also joining us but during the late evening due to their work. In the end, i brought a pair of new slipper n a dress. The new slipper is bo bian de cos the sandal i wearing, spoiled so zhu ding have to buy. Esther lao gong also brought a sandal n a dress too. After that we went to have dinner at Bugis Junction food court. Actually decided to watch movie, but in the end, we went to play pool.Thank alot to hao, cos he caught 3 dolls for me.Hahax. Esther got 3 too. Home Sweet Home.Here Wish Min Yi Happy 19th Birthday. Hope she like the present tat i brght for her. End.

16/05/10 ~ 18/05/10 Genting.

2010-05-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

These few days i went Genting. Actually got 2 more ppl join yet in the end they not joining onli left me and hao. We took bus up to Genting around 7 hrs journey. Heng! Inside can watch movie. Finally we reached, First time i checked in hotel still must take number and queue wor like Poly clinic. During these 3 days, we went indoor theme park, outdoor theme park, snow world, and Casino. I niu my neck during playing the outdoor theme park. As some ppl say the "Diao Lou Ji ", i shout until like mad and i niu until my neck. Haiix poor me. Can say these few days was fun all must thank to hao. Thank alot hao for this exciting trip. Most of the picts still in hao camera. I onli post some picts tat is in my hp. End.

Happy Mother Day : )

2010-05-10T08:43:00.000+08:00

Mummy. I here Wish you " Happy Mother Day". I'm sorry. I no $$$ to buy present for you. Nxt year if i earn $$$ i will make it up for uu ok. Smile and stay happy forever.

Dye Hair. Shisha.

2010-05-09T08:20:00.000+08:00

Wake in the afternoon. Bath.Me and hao went to same old salon, cos he cutting his hair too. Me is cut and dye my hair. Dye into purple plus redish colour but more on red. We meet Meng Kiat around 7plus pm at Bedok Inter. Heading to City hall cos Meng Kiat wan to buy new Mp3 at "Creative". After that, we head to Bugis, to meet Von,Yang and kk for SteamBoat as dinner. We dunno whr to go. In the end, all of us decided to go for "Shisha". Having fun at there until 1plus am. Home Sweet Home.

Top 1. Sing.Sing.Sing.

2010-05-08T07:46:00.000+08:00

Today meeting Lydia in the late afternoon. We going to Cinileisure to change my new pink high heel shoes into smaller size. This pair of high heel shoes i wanted it damn long ago and hao brought it for me as my Birthday present. Thank alot hao hao.But the size is a bit too big for me so decided to change into smaller size but yet we went down it dun have the size i wan no choice just have to buy the shoes pedding to make it tighter.Haha. After tat, me n Lydia at Cini window shopping and we took our first neo-print tgt. Like we kwn each other around 7 yrs but never take any neo-print tgt at all so we finally took it. We both waiting for chee hoe and eric to come find us but yet the time still early, so we went to play pool. Finally they reached, we took our dinner,played pool again while waiting for 11pm,cos the guys need to check whether they got their army pay le ma. They got it. So we head to Bugis Top 1 to sing. Around 4 plus we leave. Home Sweet Home.

Sushi. Yummp.

2010-05-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

Today meeting Lydia, we decided to go Sakae Sushi to eat Sushi Buffet, but in the end more and more ppl join in the end. Haha. Heard Esther say go " Re Ben Chun " is more worth cos we paying around the same price as Sakae but Re Ben Chun have free flow of Salom Sashimi. So in the end total got me, lydia,mei,long and esther. We all decided to go "Re Ben Chun" in stead of Sakae. Wow.. i now then realize, esther, mei and long can eat so much wor. I am the first one who lose first. I damn full lox. Haha. After the buffet, me and lydia went to my hse near by to slack and find ppl who wan to go club. In the end, we went with hao and his navy frens. But we 1 plus ard 2 am, we leave Zouk, cos lydia is nt feeling well, we went to a kopitiam near Zouk, to have supper. Around 3am, Home Sweet Home.End.

3 ~ 5 May My Birthday Chalet.

2010-05-05T08:56:00.000+08:00

These few days at my birthday chalet. Can say quite fun but damn tiring. Per day can walk a few trip to EHub Fairprice. Walk until my legs slowly become numb le.Haha is ok just treat it as exercising ba. We done alot of things during these 3 days. We went bowling and more.Anyway Thank alot to my BF Lydia, she help me to bake my Birthday cake but so sorry i busy until dun have the time time to even taste yr cake. Haha. I hope all my frens have fun and enjoyable time cos no matter wat this is my first chalet i already try my best to make it the best le. Thank alot all my frens to come to my birthday chalet and of cos the birthday presents too. Thank alot. First time, i receive so many present. Remember past 20 yrs, i nv receive more than 10 presents but now i did all thank to all my lovely frens. I feel sad cos a person once promise me that no matter wat happen he still will come to my chalet, i waited for whole day and msg him twice but he nv reply at all. He broke his promise. Maybe Promise are mend to be broken this sentence is true ba. But i knew that he sure have his own reason tat why he didnt show up. But now he like vanish out off my life le. No reply from msg or call. No matter wat, i just hope he can stay happy forever.Yupp. So Happy birthday to myself and my mei. End.

Day Before My Chalet Start.

2010-05-03T08:40:00.000+08:00

Today meet pa to Eazi Resturant to have dinner.After dinner,i meet Mei,Esther,Long,Syl and Jacky at tampine to slack a while.We decided to go clubbing. An hao already at St James with his navy frens so ask us whether wan to join them ma. Ya, so we decided to join them, mei n long nt going clubbing so the rest of us went home and change and took cab down. After club is around 4 plus in the midnight. Tired. Home Sweet Home.

Monga.

2010-04-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today meet lydia,qiang,zhi chao and chin chee at Vivo. We catching a movie title name Monga. Actually i watch this movie for 2 times but this 2 times i never even catch a chance to watch the ending cos hao have this cd. But first time,i watched, i have not enough time. Second time is i have the time but the disc spoil in the end part of the shw. Haiiz. But is ok i finally watched the ending part le. So touching until i cry,maybe this is the reason why maybe God dun wan let me watched the end part of the shw. Dots. Before the movie start, we have our dinner at foodcourt "Kopitiam". After dinner, there still time so we went to the old place we always slack.Time passed fast. It time for movie. After movie end, we all went home. Home Sweet Home.

Happy Birthday To Eddy & Eric. 25/04~26/04

2010-04-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

At night around 11 plus went to Eric Birthday chalet. But his exact Birthday is on the 28/04 but he celebrate it early.Being so long fren with Eric since Sec 1 but at the chalet, i just realize that Eric is a twin just like me and my mei. And so qiao his twin bro i also kwn de just that i dunno they are bro somemore even twin. Time different bwt them also same as me n my mei. Difft 2 min onli. HAHA. Playing cards and mahjong. Having fun there. The nxt morning i went home. Go home slp for a few hours,i went back again but this time my lao gong Esther is also coming along but she will come ard 8pm. And so qiao is Esther know one of the guy in the chalet name chee hoe. Is Eric's fren. So qiao rite?? So actually maybe can say we are fated to be frens or Singapore is a small countries.Ok. Anyway here wish both the brothers happy 21th Birthday.

Frenz..

2010-04-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

These few days feeling so tired and stress over a matter.. but i finally make my decision. Hope it all be cleared and understood. So that i can just concentrate on my studies and career. Today meet hao in the evening, we went to Cinileisure, just to played a game. Is my first time playing Guitar but is a wireless on it. Or can say is Wii Guitar. Is reali quite fun. If i have the $$$ i will go again. We played for 2 hrs. We leave Cini ard 8 plus. After that, we went to Tampine to meet esther,mei,long,jacky and syl. We played arcade tgt. After that, we plan to ton. We plan to watch movie and then slack. Finally reach 6.30 am pei hao go renew his passport.Damn tired.After that Home Sweet Home.Yimmp!

Mum Happy Birthday.

2010-04-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today same again went skool in the early morning. Reach home ard 12 plus. Prepare to meet lydia, qiang, zhi cao and chin chee for movie at town. Me and lydia reach Cini first, so we nothing to do, took some pictures in the toilet near somerset mrt. When they reached, we took our lunch at Kobayashi in Cini. Actually we last week we alrdy decide to watch "Clash Of Titans" but in the end we choose to watch "Ju On" cos of lydia. Not reali scary and abit bored. After movie, we went seperate way, i went back simei to meet hao and my mei they all to celebrate my mum birthday. Lydia went to meet her bf. Other guys went back to west side. Hao bring me and my mum to East point and he treat my mum to eat Sakae Sushi for dinner. After dinner, we all went home celebrate. Me and hao give a bear as a present for my mum. Long and qin give her wallet as her present. Hope she like it. Here wish mum happy birthday. End.

New Frens.

2010-04-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

Today same again go to skool early in the morning. Reach home with qiang actually wan to play mahjong but lack of 1 leg. So in the end, so pai sei waste qiang 1 trip dwn to East Side. Qiang leave at 5 pm cos he working at 6 pm. After he left, i nothing to do so meet hao and his navy frens for dinner.I make 2 new frens. One name Yu Long another name is Jia Wei. We went to a few places. I found a place that is nice to ton but there no transport accept cab or car. It located at Marina Caggage smt like that. In the end, we leave that place cos never found any suitable places for dinner. We went to Marina Piler. We had our dinner at a special place. We had our dinner on a boat. Is a nice place food not bad too. After dinner, we went to siglap cos hao wan to buy some wine. After that, Home Sweet Home. End.

Stress.Tired.HeartBroken.

2010-03-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging. Haiiz. These few days, i feel so damn stress, tired and heartbroken. Reason : Studies, Body and Love. Studies is because of the head of april and it coming reali soon. Just a few days later, i having Accounting Test ( 07/04/10), Technology Assignment must be hand up on ( 09/04/10) and Driving Basic Theory Test ( 10/04/10). In 1 times all pop up.Stress. Body problem leii, i dun wish to say cos is personal to me. Love leii, i feel tired until i also dun wan to say. Plus now everyday have to go skool in the morning. Shagg. Hope time pass faster. How wish i was rich that when i sad i will just take a plane straight away to Paris or France to relax but is impossible. Haiiz. End.

Crazy Day.

2010-03-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Today is sat.Yimmpy!!! No skool.But will be a tiring day.Me,mei,esther,lydia,qiang,joey,long and syl,we all went wild wild wet.Some more on a raining day but no choice.Have to go cos the ticket day cant be change.I still having my flu.Is the fourth day le.Sobsob.Playing while raining.Left there ard 3 plus.Everybody went home.Meet out again 5.30pm in the train.This time got include another 2 more ppl.Jacky and Tian Yao.Heading to Marina Square and SuntexActually wearing Lens but eyes abit tired and xin ku so i change into spect again cos catching a Movie."Kidnapper".The bad guy reali a crazy and sick guy.Feel like give him 1 hard punch on his face.After movie,qin,long ,lydia and tian yao went home.The rest of us went sheesha at Bugis.Johnathan join in.Cos feeling not so well,me,qiang,esther and joey went home.Syl,jacky and johnathen went boat Quay.End.Home Sweet Home.

Bugis.Bugis.Bugis.

2010-03-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

Today the same thing.Skool,skool,skool.I having flu,today is the 2nd day le actually can recover de but everytime when i step out of my hse,its back again cos it keep raining,no matter east or west.I dun have unbrella so i just lin yu and walk to skoool frm QueenTown Mrt.Feel so xin ku.End skool at 11 plus,Omg,raining again,dun have unbrella.I meeting Qiang ,esther and mei.Suddenly qiang call me,he say he coming to fetch me,but i say dune cos damn troublesome so i try to get my way to the mrt.Heng!!!that time de rain nt so big,when i reach place that have shelter all the way to the mrt,the rain like no warning,its rain damn heavily.But i lucky,i reach mrt le.I meet Qiang at Queentown mrt.Then we both meet qin and esther at Bugis.We went to have our lunch and shopping ard.I like 2 set of clothes in Cotton On.And i took the pictures dwn.Hehex.Evening time all went seperate ways.End.

Lens Round Your Eyes.

2010-03-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

Today the same thing.Went skool early in the morning.Feeling so tired while standing in the train.But time passed fast,end skool at 11:10 am.Reach home at ard 12pm.Cos its nt peak hour time so train ran faster ba.Rest awhile at home.Went out again with my mei to Bedok Inter near by to buy contact lens.Cant remember the last time i wear lens is when le.haha.Damn look like panda.After that, we went home again.I took my lunch,wash clothes and rest for a while.I took a nap until nearly 9m at night.Cant fall asleep again.Meet Didi and lydia to ton.End.

West Coast Park.

2010-03-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today again same thing wake up in the early morning.Went to skool.Sian.After skool,meeting didi and lydia but lydia will abit late so i meet didi first.Finally saw didi de Winnie Pooh.Hahahax.Ard 3 plus,we meet tgt,we went to West Coast Park.Is the first time i went there. At first i thought that place is around same as Paris ris or East Coast Park but it different.Their sea dun look like sea cos got alot of ships.So the view their nt reali that nice but still ok can see alot of ppl putting kites in the sky. Got different kites design.E.g : Sotong, penguine,Butterfly,Bat,Fish and alot more.Seeing those beautiful kites flying up high in the air,feel so free.How wish i can be a bird that can be free and fly up high anywhere i wan to go.After West Coast Park,they come to my hse cos i need to take change clothes and books cos we going lydia hse overnight.Then i go skool straight away.Thinking tomolo have skool jiu sian. No choice.Jia You Tian Ling.

First Day Of Skool. Jurong IMM.Cityhall.

2010-03-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

Today early mornng i wake up at 6 am in the morning. Shagg. Feeling so tired.Long time nv wake up so early in the morning,remind me of some skool memories.Prepare and eat my breadfast.Have to leave hse everyday 7am this week.Sobb.The most sian thing is my skoool is located at "QueenTown".Damn far.Cos of my skool timing crash with working people (Office jobs),i dun even think can seat.Cant imagine i feeling so sleepy yet still need to stand until queentown.Reach queentown ard 7:45am,walk to skool.Reach skool ard 8am.Cos i am a new student i duuno anybody,so i alone rot in the canteen until class start ard 8:30am.End skool at 11:30am.Meeting didi for lunch at Jurong East de IMM.Is a place i damn long time nv go le.We had our lunch at "Long John Sliver".After lunch,me and didi went to the rooftop to relax and slack.Wow,the rooftop got alot of kids,cos there have playground and also a small area look like wild wild wet.Seeing alot of kids getting wet and playing happily.So xin fu.Meeting hao ard 5 plus at CityHall area for dinner.So happy,long time nv eat Sakae Sushi le.Hao brought me to eat Sakae sushi,feeling so happy can eat my favourite "SALOM SASHUMI". After dinner,me and hao went to watch a movie name "Cop Out". The movie still ok. Abit funny.So this is my tiring first day of skool.End.

Tonsters.11/03/2010~12/03/2010.

2010-03-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

Thursday At Vivo City.

Friday 12Am At Boat Quay "UP".

Sorry for not blogging.These few day keep tonning sleep damn less although i feel damn tired but i did have alot of fun with my frens.Since this coming mon is the first day of skool so before skool have some fun.Once start skool i must jia you le.Today went home in the morning rest ard3 hrs, i went out again. I meeting lydia,didi and zhi cao we going to vivo. Had our lunch there slack and see the beautiful view of universe studio frm vivo.Just nice dunno which country de big boat come Singapore. I had seen some Ang Mao wearing Sailor Uniform remind me of "Popeye".Hahaha.After a while,didi one more fren joining us for a while name hao jie. So we 5 slack and chat.Ard 5pm in the evening, we all went home and didi went work poor him.Lydia come to my hse and sleep.We both sleep for ard 2 to 3 hrs wake up again and went pub with Syl and his another 2 frens.Didi in the end join us in the end.Reach home in the morning.Very tired.Today not going out le. Cos tomolo going to Escape in the morning with frens.Rest at Home today. End.

Eddie 's Chalet.

2010-03-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

Thursday Night, we went Eddie's chalet.Cos poor eddie going in army le so he decide to open a chalet.His calet is located near Paris Park de dunno name "Home Teens Ns" i think. But the chalet there was big wor but there de mosquito alot wor some they all be trained like commando.Haha. We have alot of fun there. Play cards, chatting, fire works and more. I still deciding wan to open a chalet there on my birthday anot.Hmm... See hw ba.End.

Marina Square. 03/03/10.

2010-03-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry for nt blogging quite a long time.Being going out with frens.Today i went out with mei,lydia,Didi and tian yao. We went to marina square.Shop ard and have our dinner.We watching a movie "Being Human" at 8.10pm except my mei cos she going to meet long at long fren chalet.Poor her.After movie, we all went home.End of today.

2 Year 9 Mths Anni.

2010-02-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

Today wake up in the afternoon at hao hse.Went a few temples with hao,kai lin and his mum.Hao again like forgot today is me and his 2 yr 9mths Anniversary.Even he remember,he comfirm cant remember is hw many years and mths ba.Haiiz.He anyhw guessing ard but not even 1 is correct.Haiiz.That maybe why people say gals are more xi xin than guys ba.After temples,we went back hao home and have dinner.Meeting kk at Ehub for movie tgt.We watch the " Big & Small Soldier".Before movie,i saw a pair of earrings that i love it alot when i see it at my first sight cos its have my favourite Paris tower with it. Hao dun like last time he can see out which things i like and buy it for me. But now he cant see it anymore. He hold my hand and ask me to go cos the movie starting le.When we seat in the threater,waiting for the movie to start, i finally told him.He brought for me it in the end. I should feel happy but i not reali feel that.Abit happy onli ba. Cos hao is not hao i know lastime,not the hao that can see and knew everything le.SOB.

13 Feb ~ 20 Feb. Happy New Year.

2010-02-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for a period of time.Busying visiting relative and frens hse during new year.Got alot of red packets but of cos not more than my mei.I got around $300++.Qin got around $500++ and xin i dunno her le.During new year,valentine and new year crush on the same day so hao already brought me presents earlier than new year.But honestly. this year valentine is the first time me and hao can be together,First yr valentine,he having duty.Second year,we bk up now finally can celebate together le.But we can say nv celebrate at all and i dun feel happy at all during this valentine.Cos he forgot everything abt valentine.Haiiz.Thank for the presents.

Congrats Roy & Laura.

2010-02-09T09:15:00.000+08:00

Today early morning reach home from hao's hse.Dwnload shw and watch while waiting for didi and lydia to come meet me slack.We meet and have a chat dwnstair my hse.4 plus in the afternoon start to prepare to go for my primary school fren:Laura wedding. I feel nervous too.Lydia help me design and create my hair for the night.Thank alot lydia.Ard 6 plus in the evening,leave my hse.Meet Syl and long ard 7.10pm at Orchard Mrt.Plus Joyce and a new fren Fiona,together we 6 find our ways to Orchard Hotel.We all have fun and nice dinner.Keep laughing with Joyce and Fiona.HAHA.Saw Laura wearing beautiful wedding dress.Feel so envy.Thinking when is my turn to wear my own wedding dress but my wedding wont be held in the hotel.I wan it to be at the beautiful beach.But i think it still got a long way to go.Cos i wan to marry ard 28,the earliest also 26.Latest 30.Perfect age for me is 28 yr old.Anyway feel happy that night and happy to know fiona.Hope in the future,we still have chance to go out and laugh like that night.Hahax. "Congraculation To Roy & Laura".Wish UU Both Tgt Happily Ever After.

Accompany.25/01/10~30/01/10.

2010-01-31T04:04:00.000+08:00

After that thai trip,very fast hao going for another sailing le.Sobx Sox.Normally he will go from tue to fri.But this time he give me a good news that he will be back on thur.I feel happy but in the end another bad new come.He last min kena activate back to base mon night, must be at base latest 11pm on the mon night then wat the different??In the end also 4 days 3 nights wat.Feel so sad he leave in a rush that never even kiss me before he left but i understand he reali will late ba.And like that he left le must wait till thur night 23 59 pm or even later he then be bk. Between the time without hao by my side,lydia and my didi wei qiang had being by my side.So happy to have them to be with me.I must thank the most is Didi cos he stay "Bukit Batok" yet he always come dwn to east side. Even in the midnight,he will still try his best to come down.Just to accompany me.Lydia too.We went to KBOX,Slack,Ton and Play Mahjong Etc.On the last day when hao coming bk at night,So sad,lydia house some thing happen,she cant watch "The Ex" with me and didi.This movie was damn scary lox.But nice too.During the movie,didi scare i cold he lent me his jacket,but in the end i like nv use to keep myself warm just to keep cover my face.I scare until i feel like telling didi that i dun wan to watch le.Can we leave??But of cos i didnt cos i know didi love to watch ghost and scary shows so i stay and just continue to cover my face.Hhaha.But in the end,hao did come bk but we never meet cos is already midnight some more he also have to work tomolo so no point coming out le.So we meet on sat night.Finally he back.Hahax.Feel happy.Cos i miss him.Anyway, DIDI & LYDIA THANK ALOT FOR ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I ALONE.THANK YOU.

Thailand.

2010-01-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for a period of time.Because i went to Thailand from 16 jan to 24 jan. I had alot of fun there.Espically at Thai Pattaya.Me and hao had played alot of sea activites like sea walker and more.We went to Tiger zoo too.I saw my favourite animal Piggy.Hahax.Tiger sleep with pig and dog too.Just feel weird but they are like family.So sweet.After return to bangkok,we went shopping.I saw some cute monster name "Teboh".To me,they are special and cute so i brought some for my frens and hao brought some of it for his frens too.The boss ask us wan buy and bring back to Singapore sell ma??Cos in Singapore onli have a person selling name tonylee.If we are interested can look for him.Me and hao have this thoughts but its not easy to open a shop in Singapore.I had fun there also have some suffering like i my face and lips kena sunburn.Face skin start pilling off but now ok le onli left my lip.My lip during in thai,it turn damn red and its hurts.Now better le.At Thai,i damn miss my family and frens,first time have this feeling.Feel happy to come bk to my own country.But feel a abit sad cos hao this coming tue will be going sailing again until fri then return.I use to it le.HAHA.Now i onli wish can find a job to earn more $$$ and spent my time.Earn more $$$ for myself and help hao too.Cos i dun wan keep spent his $$$.At least if i got work,i can use my own $$$ and he can save some $$$.haha.that all for today.Photos will out soon.End.

Tonsters.

2010-01-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

From ytd morning wake up at hao hse in the early morning.Went home and rest.Hao going sailing for 4 days.Went to Orchard with Didi,lydia,mei,long and syl.We catch a movie,"The Vamppire Assisant".Not bad.After movie,had our dinner at "Kobayashi".Didi and lydia come to my home to slack and other went their own ways.Slack and rest awhile.Today early morning,mei join us cos she nt going to skool,had our breadfast at my hse opposite blk.After breadfast,we went for mahjong.HAHA.I won $4 plus better than dun have.Ard 12 plus in the afternoon after mahjong,we all went Simei coffeeshoop to had our lunch.Went bk my home again.Anyway i feel happy to know didi cos he is a good guy. But a guy without decision.HAHA.Dunno is good or bad.I feel is good ba.Never regret knowing him.End.

New Laptop.Happy.Finally.

2010-01-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today i very happy,finally have my own laptop le.Last time when my LaoGong esther had her own laptop,i feel so envy abt her.But now finally have mine le.Last night,ton with didi,lydia and syl till today morning playing mahjong.After mahjong,we had breadfast.After breadfast,i meet hao at bedok,pei him eat breadfast but of cos i never eat again le.After that me and hao straight away head to Clark Quay de near by shopping mall name "Liang Court" but i keep pronoun as "LamCom".DiaoDiao.But in the end,we nv buy.We brought my laptop at East point.Thank alot for hao hao and daddy share $$$ to buy a laptop for me.Love uu guys.End.

Happy Birthday LaoGong Esther.

2010-01-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Esther.Hope uu like the present i brought for uu. Yesterday,me and hao around 10plus at night buy hao le cake decided to go down to help Esther to count down her birthday.Around 11.10pm,we bring the cake and a bottle of wine of hao de,took a cab and went straight down to Esther house.Give Esther a surprise.We drink and slack waiting for 12am.Esther kena birthday punishment by hao.1 whole cup of wine.The same old hao like to disiao ppl on their birthday.Haha.Seeing 12am reached.Esther kena smashed cake on her face by Joey.Seeing them throwing cakes here and there.I laughed until my stomach very pain.Hahaha.But hope Esther enjoy the countdwn.Here wish LaoGong Esther "Happy 20th Birthday".

Ikea & Giant.

2010-01-03T07:40:00.000+08:00

Wake up in te afternoon at hao hse today,had our lunch while watching Tv.Meeting Adrian and Meng Kiat at 5.30pm.Same thing we late again but this time we purposely cos hao say Meng Kiat mostly sure late again.Hahaha.We 4 heading to Ikea first and then Giant.We walk around Ikea,around 8 plus,we had our dinner at the watever Meatball Resturant & Cafe.Again damn crowded,everybody table will sure have the meatballs and chicken wings.But after we taste,we think its taste quite normal but the sauce of the meatballs was special and nice.After dinner,we went Giant walk around.Around 11,we leave decided to ton at hao hse playing mahjong while waiting for the time for breadfast around 5plus in the morning.Hao hse there near by de stores sell de foods all not bad wor.Nice.After breadfast,Adrian and Meng Kiat went home. Me and hao leii,hehex,Pig Pig sleeping time.End.

Hello 2010. Goodbye 2009.

2010-01-01T07:26:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of 2009. Me and hao went to cut our hair.I cut back my old "Bang Hair" cos hao say i look more nicer and cuter in "Bang".Hahaha.Hao style his hair but putting some shinning white wets.Look quite special and nice.After preparing,me,hao,esther,joey,mei & long, we 6 ppl went Marina to count down.Its was damn crowded until we dunno still wan to wait for "Fireworks"ma. We thoguht of going other places but even we leave there no time to reached other places to count dwn le.We in the end also leave Marina after walking here and there. We went to bugis but we in the end found a place also can see fireworks in Bugis.Hahaha.So happy at least we didnt waste our trip.After counting dwn and watch Fireworks,we leave bugis and head to Geyland to have supper.Althought i dislike Geyland this place but we went to the place, forget wat the shop name called but there the "Dim Sum" reali delicious.Yummp.So if 1 day i have my own $$$ i will go back there again.After supper ,"Home Sweet Home".Goodbye 2009.Hello 2010, i hope this new 2010, is a more better year for me.End.

Merry Christmas Everybody.

2009-12-26T13:19:00.000+08:00

I Spent My Christmas At Cini Kbox With Hao & Frens.

Merry Christmas Everybody.Believe that everybody did have alot of fun. Thought who are alone or bored at home.I believe that nxt yr Christmas,God will return back more fun and happier christmas to uu.Enjoy.Wish Everybody Merry Christmas & Happy New Year.

20~22 Dec Happy Birthday Weilong.

2009-12-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

Hope You Enjoy Your 21th Birthday Chalet.Hope You Like The Present That We Brought 4 You.

Lots Of Funs. Ladies Day.

2009-12-17T08:33:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging.Quite busy this few weeks. Me Esther & Mei, went to Tampine to catch "The ZombieLand" movie.Its been a long time that we had our ladies day.While waiting for the moive to start we walk around Tampine. We went " Toy R Us" to play around. Esther & mei took some funny picts of me. HAHAHA.Then we also waiting for the guys to end work and meet us during the evening so we decide to catch a movie.Having funs that day.

Happy Birthday Joey.

2009-12-13T13:19:00.000+08:00

Today is Joey's 19 Birthday. Finally 19 le cos if i not wrong i remember Joey is the smallest in our class.Hhaha.Wake up in the afternoon. Slack awhile at hao hse.Hao went to Vicent shop to cut hair while i was preparing at his hse.After his cut,we meeting Jie Ming at Tm for movie and buy Joey present.We watching the "Storm Worriers". Damn bad this movie not as good as lastime le.After movie walk around Tampine 1 looking for present for joey.Finally found it,to me i dun think it nice and suit joey but jie ming keep say nice then we brought it in the end.Reached Joey hse ard 7pm if not wrong,eat our dinner,the curry chicken was damn "Yummp".After dinner,we sang birthday song for Joey. Play and slack awhile.11plus me,hao and jie ming went off le. Cos Jie ming have to work tomolo.Hao too but b4 we going home,we meeting Jia qing at Bedok 85 for supper.After supper, we all went home.End Of Today.Happy Birthday Joey.

Gap.

2009-12-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

Today went Eunos interview with Lydia and qin, dissapointment in the end.Dun wan to tok abt it.Have our lunch there.Went bk my hse dwnstair to slack plus Audrey for awhile ard 6,they left.I went home after that to wait for hao to come bk.Hao finally come bk le.Reach Singapore ard 6 plus meet him ard 8pm ba at East point.Feel so happy but i dunno is it i think too much or wat. Feel that there are gap bwt me and hao when i met him at East Point de " Eighteen Chef " for dinner. Haiiz.Somemore there are few more bad news for me. Hao this sun having duty and nxt tue he going sailing again.5 days sailing.Haiix.I hope everything will go fine when time pass ba.

Miss Her.

2009-12-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

Long time never meet lydia le.Miss her.Today, hao went sailing le.he will be going for 3 days.Sobx. Meeting Lydia at East Point, cos she will be having lunch with me. We went Sakae Sushi for lunch. Dunno is it quite a period of time nv meet her le ,feel she change abit. Good or Bad neh?? I also dunno.After awhile, meeting syl,qin,long and audrey for dinner.After dinner,we went to acrade have fun.In the end, left me,lydia and audrey.We went my hse dwnstair to slack awhile.And we decide to Go bedok Inter de Karaoka to sing song.When we sang finish is already 2.30am le. Went Lydia hse to sleep.Anyway miss hao alot.End of today.

Christmas Coming.

2009-12-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

Today, went bugis with KK and Hao. Kk need to go bugis de California Gym to cancel his member card. Is quite a long time nv went out with kk le.Due to christmas is coming,almost everywhere in Bugis uu will see "christmas tree" around.This christmas tree above,is all of the christmas tree in Bugis, i think the most beautiful de so i took a picture of it. When shopping a while, and watch Moive: Nanja Assasin. After movie, went back to Bedok,at Bedok Fair Price walk awhile cos hao need to buy some snack for his sailing tomolo.After all this, its time to go home.End of today.

Siick..

2009-12-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging cos me and hao seldom when out for this 2 weeks le.Cos we have not much $$$.And sice last week i have fever,sore throat and nose block actually can say recover le.But again i was sick again until today still ahve recover.But now onli have flu,nose block and keep coughing.Feel so xin ku.Then between me and hao lei,everything still fine.But some time i feel i and hao like not reali match le,cos now both our thinking is quite different le not like last time for the first year we been together so match and close.But i hope everything fine. And of cos my sickness too.Making me feel crazy cos alot of nice foods cant eat.Hehehex.End.

Alone.

2009-11-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

Today Hao actually going sailing at night ard 9.30pm yet he been activate back at the last min. Heng! We did prepare early.We still thought can meet KK go walk walk and have dinner yet.After hao finish his hair cut, we actually decide to call Kk can meet him le yet so unlucky his fren call and say now must rush back.Have to reach ship at 3.45pm but now is already 2.45pm le.So took cab,fetch me home and he then go back base.I feel so sad cos i still thought can see him more few hrs yet so unlucky,is i never even prepare that he have to leave so early.Wat to do.Lan Lan lox.Hao will be going sailing until fri even more later due to the raining weather.Cant imagine without him for 5 more even more days.I think i will fine just feel bored and lonely ba.Of cos i will still the same waiting for him to return.Hope hao faster come back safely and healthy,cos he have fever during the Desaru trip but already recover.Hope it wont come again during his sailing.Miss him.